WEEK 5 of school already. Time really flies. And once again, I regret not starting my studying scheme earlier. Always comes to a stage where you regret not working hard enough. Especially when all the due dates are practically next to each other.

Been under so much emotional and mental stress. I mean it's not like I'm going to cut myself or jump, but it's still a lot of stress. It's hard to survive in school and in this world. Just hurts.

Just wished that everything would be alright again, that tears won't flow and hearts won't break. Not every problem has a solution though - which is what is scary. Knowing what the problem is yet being unable to do anything about it and just forced to watch the consequences unfold and what you love slip through your fingers no matter how desperately you grasp at it. Hurts.